:sad:My turning point was that this year is my 40th birthday. My husband was killed by a drunk driver 4years ago this month. although ive never been thin, i lost whatever control i had on my weight while trying to stay sane and deal with my life alone.....thinking about how my husband would have been disappointed in how much i weigh now was the extra push i needed. not that he wouldnt have loved me regardless, but that i cant do some of the stuff i used to with him, like running, biking...ect. i can never have him back...and that will be a lifelong regret and heartbreak, but i can do this for myself and at least feel like im worth what he thought i was.....