I have not been the happiest banded person, so I have not logged on since my banding on May 9th. I am trying to catch up on everyone and I don't see many messages. So Whuts up?
I felt I had a really hard time post =op and I have been sad getting over that I can't eat whatever anymore. I have been eating good and I have ordered some protein test tube things that are great for when I feel weak. I am not that positive right now, I know it will get better and I am losing weight. My incisions are healing well, I am considering using Mederma, they are not that bad but if it helps minimize the scar I will give it a try. I got bored very quickly on liquids and even mushy. I have tried different things but I am still being good. I got curious one night of what happens if you eat something your not suppose to, so I tried some Chunks of chicken and it was pretty scary. My chest hurt, my mouth was watering and I got nausea. Don't want to do that again. It has been hard controlling my diet, I have had pringles and crackers but I mostly eat fish and refried beans stuff thats ok ,with a few not oks. I am worried because I am already cheating. Then I look at the big picture and realize a pringle here or there doesn't compare to my old eating habits of fast food and that if I can keep this up I will continue to lose. I don't eat like most people. I go through different cravings. Some days nothing sounds good. I really didn't understand that I would be saying goodbye to many of my favorite foods. I don't think I will ever get over the no bread thing. Pasta rice AAAAARRRRRHHHHHHH I have a good friend who has been banded over a year and she says its going to be alright, that I will get to eat more after I go for my first fill. Its a different lifestyle. It is amazing that since my band the picking up restraunt food has slowed drastically. Since I can't have it I'm not buying it for my family, so thats great that we are all eating at home now. I hope I'm not being too much of a downer, I just felt I needed to post something and I wanted to be honest. I hope everyone is doing great. I would love to hear from Painting? banded at Park Plaza with me on the 9th. I dont know how to get my ticker on here. I am 207 right now was 217 on my surgery day, down 10 lbs 12 days post op.:confused_smile: