:crying: I AM SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF RIGHT NOW. PART OF MY PRE-OP WAS TO STOP SMOKING AND BLOW UP BALOONS. WELL I DID GOOD FOR 2 DAYS UNTILL MY IN-LAWS CAME, HAD HEART FAILURE, WENT INTO ICU (MOTHER-INLAW) AND MY OWN MOTHER IS HAVE CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE AS WE SPEAK. NOTHING WAS GOING ON UNTILL I GOT ALL SCHED AND NOW I HAVE BEEN SMOKING 5 CIGS A DAY, AM I GOING TO BE IN REALLY BIG TROUBLE? I AM TRYING BUT THIS HOUSE OF TERROR IS KICKING ME HARD IN THE BUT SINCE IN-LAWS LIVE WITH AND MOTHER IS ACROSS THE STREET.
FRUSTRATED IN IDAHO, :cry_smile::confused_smile:
