afakasiwife

HI, I am currently scheduled for my vertical sleeve August 2018. My family doesn't understand as much as I would've hope. I am black and Samoan so the majority of my family is heavy in weight. Its in my genes so that does not help. My family thinks I am not proud of my weight as they are, lik eI am ashamed of my family for being heavy and in a way influencing me to be at the weight I am. My husband supports me, and that's all that matters. We are trying to have a baby, we want a big family. We want a baby so bad, we have run all the test. And I am have PCOS and insulin resistance which caused more weight gain and a very hard time conceiving.

I want to be more healthy, I wan to be able to go running with my husband in the mornings( he is very fit and healthy). I want a baby, I don't want to get out of breathe climbing the stairs to my bedroom, I want to be able to tie my shoes by myself. I know how I used to be, I used to be 125lbs 3 years ago, so its make it worse for me because I know where I was. Im ready to be me again, be me for my husband and my future kids.