madvillain

Hello all! I have been reading from this website for months now and tonight I decided to join in. I have my RNY surgery planned in about 3 weeks and i'm a ball of nerves... Almost to the point of delaying my surgery. I haven't cancelled it but man this is tough.... I have been on a food tour for the past 2 weeks since my surgery date was planned, "I won't be able to eat this for awhile" is what i'm telling myself. I guess need a little support before I start my 2 week pre-op liquid diet. Please help a newbie!!!

Sad news incoming.... I cheated day 5 into my liquid prep... I had a couple of bites of salad and steak... no dressings no steak sauce, just enough to get a little taste. I feel horrible I cheated!!! I do feel a lot better in my the liquid diet but I was eating too many popsicles and sugar-free jellos (2 at a time) just to feel ok. I have been religious with my protein shakes and I have been eating won-ton soup minus the win-tons. But, no matter what I eaten or drink I can never feel full....Please help me stay strong!!!

Prayers going up for you chica!!!

Thank you guys for all the encouragement!!! I'm holding strong and tomorrow aka t minus 20 minutes I start my liquid diet. I'm scared as hell I had a wonderful last meal of broiled seafood!!! Yeah i'm scared but i'm resolved on changing my life! I want to live to see my grandkids, pick them up, and celebrate them!!!

James thank you for the advice I started weaning the caffeine today!!! I'm starting to get emotional on how could I let myself go... I went to being an athlete to couch potato... I'm so ready to start a new chapter in my life "How I'm gonna keep this weight loss journey going on forever!!"