Stay strong hang in there it will get better I thought I had problems cause I couldn't take a Doo Doo my wife put on a glove and pulled it out I'm three weeks post op I love the new me ...I will be praying for you and everyone that has the surgery and to GOD be the glory cause during surgery my kidneys fail woke up throwing up so much blood this is no easy task but with faith and support you will make it though