Hi Rose Congrats on the weight loss, don’t be so hard on yourself. One day at a time, don’t let the scale dictate your progress, water should be your best friend, your doing all the right things...keep up the great job, think positive... you’ll reach your goal... everyone is different and unique on this journey, it is a life altering decision you will not regret. Had my gastric bypass Sept 25/17 l feel great! Stay focused, do not let your Dr play with your emotions...you will gain some and lose some...it’s how you feel better hat your is important