hollyncharm

I am currently dating an anchorman and a surgeon wow just so I'm not mistaken those are both hectic jobs so i am assuming that they are two different men...... :thumbup: nice. I'm happy with one and he sometimes is more than i can handle but most def props to you for being able to balance all of the things in you life and TWO men. I'm impressed. :biggrin2:

lol you all are so cute. that is a huge dream i have is to look good in those baby doll skirts and cottony sun dresses. right now I'm too chunky and i dont look like the girls on the "cotton" commercials and i feel that people with nice collar bones and slimmer midsections look best in those. i just feel bulky. watch out tho when i get banded ill be unstoppable! whoot sun dresses and those lace-up wedge sandals!!!! ha ha ha ha ha : D

first step was call the insurance company. did it! second: the insurance company requires documentation from my DR saying that i can have the surgery. called the DR MADE THE APPOINTMENT!!!! whoot for me. i have guts...yay. ok so next I'm going to a seminar on the 6th which is 3 days after my Dr's appointment. i feel pretty confident that my Dr will help me out. I'm right on the line for my BMI but he is funny about weight. i went in for a spider bite once and he never even looked at it he spent the entire appointment telling me that I'm over weight and what kind of health problems I'm going to have. so i know he will be happy to hear that there will be one less fatty in his office.

first step was call the insurance company. did it! second: the insurance company requires documentation from my DR saying that i can have the surgery. called the DR MADE THE APPOINTMENT!!!! whoot for me. i have guts...yay. ok so next I'm going to a seminar on the 6th which is 3 days after my Dr's appointment. i feel pretty confident that my Dr will help me out. I'm right on the line for my BMI but he is funny about weight. i went in for a spider bite once and he never even looked at it he spent the entire appointment telling me that I'm over weight and what kind of health problems I'm going to have. so i know he will be happy to hear that there will be one less fatty in his office.

first step was call the insurance company. did it! second: the insurance company requires documentaion from my DR saying taht i can have the surgery. called the DR MADE THE APPOINTMENT!!!!

first step was call the insurance company. did it! second: the insurance company requires documentaion from my DR saying taht i can have the surgery. called the DR MADE THE APPOINTMENT!!!!

WOW omg 18 lbs! thats awesome. what is that like an underwear size? i do need a good scale. hmm..... there is a tj maxx down the road from me.... what brand is yours ill see if they have that one at mine?

im so glad you sugested that i read your blogs. i have and they help and i just made my first apointment with my dr. to discus if i am eligable or not! i know i am my BMI is like 41.? and my dr. is funny about weight. you can go in for a spider bite and he might not even treat you for it cause he spent the whole time telling you how atrisk you are for this and that for being over weight. so i know he will push the omvelope for me!! whoot. but just incase, wish me luck!

i have never had a short relationship. i didn't get my first boyfriend until i was 12 and at the time i thought that was forever.... but it isn't i know allot of people who didn't date until they were in their twenties. my last boyfriend is the reason why i am as over weight. he used this weird way of complimenting me when i looked my worse so that i never dressed up. he would say that i looked cheap. so for a year and a half i lived in sweatpants and t-shirts, hair in a ponytail with no makeup. it was aweful. he had this way of making me feel special but like he was the only one who would ever make me feel that way then he would be hateful. so i stayed with him as long as i did cause i didn't think i could do better. i now have been with a new guy for almost two years and he is perfect. he is so attractive and built! he is sweet and hard working he doesn't talk allot but when he does he means what he says and its always nice. he never says hateful things and he always makes me feel like i could do anything. i am who i am today because he has made me feel like i am worth being who i want to be.

ok so i dont understand insurance lingo but im gathering that as long as the DR carries the insurance then it covers 80%. i dont know how much the surgery costs to begin with so i dont know how much to save.....? but at lease they cover whoot!

ok so i dont understand insurance lingo but im gathering that as long as the DR carries the insurance then it covers 80%. i dont know how much the surgery costs to begin with so i dont know how much to save.....? but at lease they cover whoot!

ok so I'm with united health care and all it says it it covers 80% after satisfying the deductible.... what does that mean? i dont know anything about insurance. please help!!

ok so the only thing my insurance says is that is covers either 80% or 60% of out patient surgeries. so..... i dont know anything about insurance and none of this crap makes any sense. it's all talking about, "blah blah blah if it satisfies the deductible..." i dont know what that means. so if y our have advice please help

really i havent read about any one else having the sleep test do you think its cause you are young?

i didnt know they did that? do you have to sleep there while they watch you or do you just answer some questions?

ok so i have sent the past two days reading as much as i can about peoples experiances andhow the surgery works and my mintal soaz about dr.s cutting my skin is about gone. im getting excited. im seeing comercials and thinking...im gunna look like that! so i tried contacting my insurance company to see how much they cover but the otomated answere thing gave me the run-around then disconected so il going to try some more monday! wish me luck! ps: help me stick to this. i tend to make excuses and then crap out of stuff and never do it. i am bad with half doing things. my thing right now would be that im moving and blah blah blah but help me stay on track! i always need that! thanks

ok so i have sent the past two days reading as much as i can about peoples experiances andhow the surgery works and my mintal soaz about dr.s cutting my skin is about gone. im getting excited. im seeing comercials and thinking...im gunna look like that! so i tried contacting my insurance company to see how much they cover but the otomated answere thing gave me the run-around then disconected so il going to try some more monday! wish me luck! ps: help me stick to this. i tend to make excuses and then crap out of stuff and never do it. i am bad with half doing things. my thing right now would be that im moving and blah blah blah but help me stay on track! i always need that! thanks

WOW you look great! 17 lbs has made a huge difference! like the others have said i see it in your arms big time and your neck..... and you know i didnt realise you were so pretty either. these tine pictures really dont do justice its nice when some one posts a picture that you can actualy see! keep it up! your getting me excited.im no where near as freaked out as i was before i read all of your blog. i really feel like i was there with you and its foinf to be my turn to do it by my self soon. that excites me!

ok so i am SUPER afraid of doctors and like 5 times more afraid of them cutting my skin and bing inside of a part of my body that they shouldnt..... this is how i keep looking at it. I'm so scared but I'm over 100lbs over weight and i need to do something for myself and getting over this fear would be a great thing to do for me....but its so hard. i have talked to a few people and they keep saying it wasn't that bad having a baby was worse......that is exactly what i don't want to here i want to talk to some one my age who has not had a baby and i want them to tell me everything not just a summery of how it was.... i mean like.."well i put the robe on and they wheeled me down to surgery......they put the mask on my face...i had a dream about blah blah blah and then i was soar for 3 days!" something like that.....cause i am horrified of a cut, injury, and anything painful. i cant even watch it in cartoons. please help!

OH! mynmann i know what you mean... i have always been over weight and i swore that if i got this position as a receptionist i would look good every day. it worked for like a month and then i put on some more weight and my cloths started fitting tighter, clothes that i had just gotten about 2 months before. i even went and had my hair cut off to half the length and colored (it felt great!) and then i went right back. i really feel like what is the point. my boyfriend of two years has never seen all of me naked at once with the lights on....i just cant handle it i feel like he will say, "oh, sh*......really.....turn the light back off.." and i know he wouldn't ever, but its still there. he and i do not live together...and i have now gotten so bad that even if i have nothing to do and he has the day off i still will not go see him because i don't feel like its worth it to put the make up on or fix my hair... and i feel like i have to with him cause he acts funny if i dont.....maybe its just in my head but either way its bad.....so i get you i really do and I'm sacred poopless to have surgery but i think i might just so i can be naked in the light and not, not feel comfortable but do it and not even think about it because i have that self worth inside.... you know what i mean?

wow i didn't even think about the IV. i have never been a patient in a hospital.... i feel like puking just thinking about it. I'm so scared..... i don't have any one to go with me.... is it really important? will i be able to drive?...... you're blogs are really clearing up those grey area thank you so much.

thank you both very much! i really appreciate your help. minpinmom i will check out your blog as well as your minpin! I'm a doggy mom of a Yorke with a quart bichon! yay dogie babies!

so i haven't gotten the surgery done yet and i am using this site for info I'm the type tho that if it looks ultra scary i just don't read it....but that seems to be what most people are addicted to... when it comes down to it there are a lot of freakin morons out there and they do throw each other pitty parties and stuff their faces with cake... but i just wanted you to kow that encase you are worried about the image this site it portraying is freakin people out...it hasn't done so to me yet but i agree that they should try and fix the problems before they post winnings about it like 100 times!

ok so i am SUPER afraid of doctors and like 5 times more afraid of them cutting my skin and bing inside of a part of my body that they shouldnt..... this is how i keep looking at it. I'm so scared but I'm over 100lbs over weight and i need to do something for myself and getting over this fear would be a great thing to do for me....but its so hard. i have talked to a few people and they keep saying it wasn't that bad having a baby was worse......that is exactly what i don't want to here i want to talk to some one my age who has not had a baby and i want them to tell me everything not just a summery of how it was.... i mean like.."well i put the robe on and they wheeled me down to surgery......they put the mask on my face...i had a dream about blah blah blah and then i was soar for 3 days!" something like that.....cause i am horrified of a cut, injury, and anything painful. i cant even watch it in cartoons. please help!