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Me too, About Time, me too. It still hurts to have been respected so little, I mourn the time I wasted with those people deeply. I tried so hard and they cared so little for me and my best interests. They made me doubt my worth, it is difficult to once again trust others. But I am a strong woman and if no one else believes in me, I still do. Indeed if I did not , this would have dealt me a mortal blow.I liken myself to a bumblebee, do you know why? A bumblebee is aerodynamically impossible.His little wings are too short for his body, he does not know this so he just keeps flying. I do not know enough to stop trying, so you see I am a bumblebee! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

You're going to,make it through all this and you'll win the trophy on Monday. Best wishes for your surgery. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

And I'm praying for a miracle so I can join all of you. New program, hope I can trust this one to live up to commitment. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Sierra Gold et all- I went to the seminar yesterday at OSU, I am hopeful it will be THE program and surgeon for me. Keep me in your prayers that this time things will work out. I so want my RnY and it done soon! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

It just could happen and I hope it does. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

If surgery is such an easy way why have I worn my self to such a frazzle trying to receive mine?.? I can't count the trips I've made to Columbus, 50 miles each way, since August 2015 and I may be 1 more skosh closer than last week. Feel like I should have been given frequent flyer miles or something! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Isn't it just! I can now see his rationale for it needing to be open. He is truly a magician with his hands. I never thought to ask but do you live on the North or South Island ?? At any rate I think you had the best surgeon in all of New Zealand! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

And I'll pray you get it. Maybe I'll be following you to the Losers Bench soon. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Sure will, Ace, you are a great resource person and I always enjoy your posts. Often it touches something I've been puzzling about! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Relax and read some of the success stories on here. There are people who were just as scared as you and worse. You will often second guess yourself, a lot of us had doubts but if you committ yourself you will make it through. And a good thing is: you have all of us to cheer you on., you have sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles and me, a grandma-ager in this worldwide Bariatric family. There is not a worry you can think up that one of us has not already had and overcome. When I joined I had and am still having some doozies and they have helped me with them all. They will do the same for you. So welcome and please stay around a while! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Those normally contain a fair amount of sugar, if you're a bypassed you could "dump", I wonder if Breyers or Edys make sugar free forms? Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Ash Ash looks like you're doing real good, proud of your weight loss. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Congratulations on your weight loss, I hope when I have my surgery I do so good Also. I will be a RnY, yeah I know this is sleeve forum but on Bariatric Pal we visit back and forth. Our innards may get rearranged,a little differently,but we are all in this weight loss derby together. We all support each other and often feel each other's pain. Welcome and we hope we can help you in your recovery. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

And in me also. You know 2 things we share, I am your bari-sister as well as the other facet of life we share. I will always be here to listen, okay? And I will be praying for your surgeon's hands to be capable,and your surgery and recovery to be smooth and effortless. You're doing what must be done and for the right reasons. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Thank you Ace Blaque. I live in Ohio and have Medicare primary, Medicaid secondary. If Medicare doesn't pick up (there is a chance because they had already paid out to program #1 &I am in program#2-quite a backstory there!) it is good to know what my alternate options are. Thanks again! P.S,in Ohio Medicaid only requires a 3 month, not a 6, 9 ,or 12 month. Happy for that. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

If you can't find it, just let me know and I'll go over it again. After all the times I've told it, I've got the story down to a science. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Thank you for being a firefighter and I think you look fabulous now. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Hi Coachy I am always a medically curious individual so looked up N.A.S.H. on Wikipedia, quite an interesting article. One bright gleaning: NASH improves in 80% of cases with weight loss surgery and it usually resolves it. So do not abandon hope, the best may be yet to be! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

So losingit2018 are you getting ready for your big day? When do you start your liquid diet prep? Are you getting at all excited? Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

About Time check out my post in 48 Hours to a Day of Hope it's under General Weight Loss forum. I went through it and I still don't understand it. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

It turns your crank and I think that it's cool. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

This is my hospital #2-- I got clear through first hospital's plan before they kicked me to the curb. At they very least I'll have to go through another psych eval, hope they will accept my prior completed different doctor assesments,i did cardio, pulmonary,psych, sleep lab, dietician and nutritional coaching. Signed a release of infomation form along with a 7 page application form and handed them in instead of trusting the mail or internet. We will see what happens next. I'll update you bari-pals as it develops! Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Ohio State University-Wexner Medical Center, Central Ohio, I live 14 miles from Ohio's Geographic Center, not only is it a Center of Excellence, it pioneered laparoscopic gastric bypass in that area. Seminar had probably had maybe 65 present. Mostly the Columbus area, but one person from West Virginia and one from Central Indiana. How do I know this? In an earlier portion of life I was a long distance phone operator so I can read area codes. Made myself known to the couple from West Virginia as I have friend and kinfolk there. Their names were Gary and Elinor , he normally goes to a doctor in Marietta Ohio, his local hospital refused to do him as he's over 65 (69) so he' d come North. Nice people,hope he and I have surgery about the same time. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Guess you'll have to wear a,mask and even that, might not help. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app

Thank you, like the Phil Collins song I thought I was living in The Land of Confusion. Sent from my VS880PP using BariatricPal mobile app