Oh no! I did the unthinkable. Sometime around October I dropped the entire post-op plan. Maybe this wasn't the right time in my life to do this. I just prioritized everything else (school, work, family) and stopped taking care of myself. Today was the first day (after finals and closing out the year at work) that I realize how embarrassed I am and how I have ruined this beautiful gift given to me (my sleeve). I just joined so I can keep this process front of mind. Send good vibes and happy holidays. Thanks for reading.