mine is may 14th. i went to the surgeon on Tuesday and i was in shock. they wanted to give me the 7th but my face got flushed and my mouth was opened in shock. i guess i didn't prepare for a date so soon. my biggest fear is dying, but that can happen at any point in my life. i am literally sitting here writing my wishes and will as we speak. just so i can have surgery with a piece of mind knowing my little ones will be taken care of. also the other fear is the mental hunger and the loneliness i might experience when i am unable to eat at the table with my family. just needed to share my thoughts