Hello I don't know your background know your situation and I'm actually new to this app I just want you to know that you're beautiful never let anyone steal your joy remember you did this for a reason one to make your life better to be healthy and to make a change today is just one day but as the days progress you'll feel better and remember this is only temporary yes it's sad that you have no support system at this time but instead of that being your downfall let it be your motivation because when it's all said and done remember he's just your boyfriend he's not your husband and I say this because when you look fantabulous he's going to be looking back groveling for you to take him back you are your keeper and remember put God first and just pray about it he will see you through it I went through the same thing with my boyfriend and I let him know how I felt and he changed maybe you should discuss how you feel with your boyfriend so to see if he can be more empathetic towards your pain and your feelings have a great day and I'm always here if you need me just to vent from 1 sleever to the next may God continue to bless you on your journey Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G935A using BariatricPal mobile app