I know how you feel ... I felt the same way in the beginning ... But please stop reading so much about what could change in your life because everyone is different and everyone's body reacts differently to this surgery. Just focus on the goal that you set for yourself when you signed up for this procedure. Right now you are on a restricted diet so it's the toughest phase but believe me, when you start eating "real" food again and continue to see your weight coming off, you will feel better. Stay focused and positive about your new life. It's going to get so much better. I will be praying for you [emoji120][emoji120][emoji120] May God continue to bless you [emoji120][emoji120][emoji120] Sent from my XT1650 using BariatricPal mobile app