Daniel!

This is probably the hard part... As this is where you decided to soften the truth or if you get straight to the nitty gritty. My reasons to why I decided to go for such a surgery was initially to improve my relationship with food, but delving deeper within myself it is to find someone who will love me and see me at my best and not at a place where I feel disgusted with my reflection in the mirror. I guess some will say that I'm being hard on myself but I needed the harshness of comments to kick me into gear and change my mentality. Another more deeper reason to why I'v decided to have surgery was my fight with Depression which has all stemmed from terrible low self confidence, being gay hasn't helped my situation as although I'd like to think that people will love me for who I am, I feel the harsh reality is that the modern gay community is about aesthetic and how you manage yourself both style and eating habits. 

I'm extremely open, very blunt but enjoy chatting. Currently 5 days out of surgery I'm thinking "WHAT HAVE I DONE" but positivity is keeping me going!