QueenTiff

I should really start writing and thank you Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

You didn't tho! You basically told me to stfu and deal with it. That's what you said Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Thank you I try I hate people bullying other people. Especially because this is something you're average dsy person doesn't deal with this is sooo challenging. Thank you so much Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Thank you as far as the shopping goes Idk I try on clothes and some stuff still seems the same to me so idk. I feel like In the future I will want to shop. Thank you I really appreciate your comment Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Thank you I do think about foods but it's like I don't really want to eat it I think I may get sick. I guess the problem for me is finding something to deal with stress etc. thank you Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Thank you so much you have no idea how helpful you are too me right now. If I could just give and big hug and cry right now I would. God bless you. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

I'm trying soooo hard. Like trying to explain my feelings to people and I get some of these negative reactions and it's like I'm not trying to be the bad guy I'm not trying to stop people or anything. It's just super super rough for me right now and It feels good to know that I'm not crazy and sound stupid and insane. So thank you I appreciate that. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

I'm not going to snap at you but right now at this current moment yes I tell people don't get it until you're really really tired. Like obesity is a trigger in a lot of things I agree. But being healthy comes in all types of ways and format. I tell people I wish they can change my brain not my stomach. At this moment yes I do. People can take it or leave it. When I research this thing people sugar coat it and I'm not I give people the real and I tell them everything. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Hang in there Ann hang in there Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Yeah I'm going to look into that. Thank you Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

I think you're right. I always been a fire cracker but this set my fire. And food was life to me so yes I am taking it hard. I'm just like you I find food to fill anytime of void I may have so it is a lot. I keep saying I'm going to go to therapy and I never do. Why? I don't know because everything you just said I'm feeling at this moment. I appreciate you sharing because this helps me to know I'm not in this alone. Cause I do feel lonely, I feel misunderstood so thank you I really appreciate it. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Now that I got in your ass you want to offer me some good advice before you was being a jerk. You sit here and act like these emotions are uncommon and that I'm some type of alien or some ****. I can goo all day with the back and forth I really can I really can. Thank you for saying at 3 weeks this is common but just continue to do what your doing thank you. That's what you're trying to say but you don't know how to explain yourself I get it. Thank you Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Honesty and total jackass is an understatement. Just like honesty no one told you to respond but you did anyway. Like I get what you are saying but you didn't have to be so rude about it. Reasons like this is why people like me are struggling mentally. I'm not looking for you to baby me but if you're gonna respond at least not be a jerk about it. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Idk why I feel this way it's like idk how to control the emotions it's like idk how to describe it. I guess I'm afraid one bad move and I'll f**k myself up and back into the hospital. I never want to go back to that hospital I had the worst after surgery post op day ever and I guess I'm scared of everything and mentally I just don't know how to handle it. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

You look amazing and congratulations! I pray everyday that I feel better and do better. One of my struggles is comparing my journey to everyone else and it's getting me depressed you know. So thank you I really appreciate this. I'm honestly in supposed groups and were all in the same stage and we are all struggling right now per say. To hear from someone almost 6 months out is good. When did you take that pic? Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Dude nobody knows before hand the physiological things of something this intense until it happens. Yes I knew I wasn't going to stuff my face with a full cheeseburger and that's one reason I wanted this from the beginning because I was tired of eating this big ass burger. The journey that leads to where you are sir! If everyone can mentally pull of thoughts we would all be skinny huh? Just like you would be skinny and wouldn't have this surgery in the first place. I agree I need to take it day by day thank you and no thank you to your opinion Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

You're right. I try to do extra activities to keep my mind off of things but idk it's like stress from everything builds up. I don't care about stuffing my face with fast food but it's just like idk how to describe it. My doctor said 6 weeks until I can get back in the pool I think that's bulllshit but I have to listen to the doctor. Thank you I needed this Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

This ain't easy sweetie Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

I started soft foods yesterday and I'm only 2.5 weeks out and it's so hard for me to get all my protein in and water for my goal. It's like I haven't found the right powder or shake for the protein and I get full fast. I want to do better so when my 6weeks comes up I can get back in the water and do water aerobics again. Any help or advice I'm really struggling. I just want to get back to everyday activities again. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Trust me your liver shrink. I was on 1500 calories for my pre-op diet and my doctor said everything look good so I think your liver shrink Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

It's rough out here in these streets lol I got sleeved august 7 and finally on soft food stage. I ate literally one scrambled egg with cheese and was like I can't eat anymore it's a little depressing not gonna lie Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

Yeah it's super hard I was told to get most of my protein from food which is hard and only use a supplement once a day. It's a battle man but good luck with the rest of your stage as well Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

StRted soft mushy food and I feel full after a couple bites but like I feel like I have to eat a lot more. Like I'll eat 5 bites and then wait a hour or so eat another 5 bites or so. Is that normal? Also for some reason I feel a lot more energize with food than I did the liquids. Even though technically it's not as much protein but I still feel kinda a lot better is this normal? Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

No you're getting all wrong. I been eating on 1 pouch of tuna just one and still not done with it. It's not even a big pouch probably like a small juice pouch. I eat every hour or so because I'm actually really hungry. Like I'll probably eat some more at 6 o clock. I was told to get my protein from food now not from supplements. Only when needed to use a supplement. Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]

So I went to my two weeks appointment today I get to eat soft mushy foods yay! Problem is had a little mashed potatoes and it was nasty. So I have to go on the road I was wondering like if I could find something to eat somewhere. Like Wendy's or mccalisters something help please! Tiffani[emoji1528][emoji757]️[emoji175]