Oh, I thought about cancelling a few times. My surgery date kept getting pushed around due to getting sick prior to my first surgery date, and the getting fit into the surgeon's schedule. The first week is tough. Everyone has the, holy cow what did I just do? I did fight with depression and crying a lot the first week. I am almost 4 weeks post op and quite glad I did. I found the new life style easy to start with the puree and a new diet, I think the tough part will be not falling back into old habbits months down the road. But all this emotional rollercoaster is normal. Just remember your why. Why are you doing this? Sent from my SM-G925P using BariatricPal mobile app