nikkikki2292

Well, I gained 6 more lbs. Lovely Much? So now, I'm 313. I hate this so fuxking much, it's not even funny. I'm 15, and I'm getting my band this summer. I'm supposed to be loosing, not gaining. I'm type 2 diabetic, also. But, I'm scared to go back and I can see their faces already. There's this one nurse that, that I really think just hates me. She made the comment last time "Your not pretty now, but you will be soon." :l I just looked at her like "and you have room to talk?" I know she'll make another comment or something when I go back. I don't know what to do. I'm ALWAYS hungry. Why? Why can't I feel when I'm full? I'm going to try my hardest to loose the weight by next Monday. Idk what I'm going to do, I'm scared out of my mind. Don't get my wrong, I REALLLLLLLLLLLY want this surgery. But if they see I'm gaining, I don't know what's going to happen. :confused2: Any sugestions, or anything you have to say is welcome with me.

Thank you :thumbup: Your absoulutely right on everything that you wrote. I really appreciate you taking your time to talk to me about this. :tt2: I'm using that calorie tracker now, so thank you for you showing me that. Congrats on loosing that weight!!! Oh, btw, how long have you been banded?? -Nicole.

OMFG I ABOUT PEED MY PANTS. This is so funny!!!! I'm 15, and I seriously don't think I could survive the 80's. No ipod? No cell phone? No CALL WAITING!?!?!? This was the best thing I've read all day. (:

Well, I go to the University of Chicago, New Hope program. I'm a minor getting the surgery. But the people where I go, are trying to convince my mom into getting the band, and they speak HIGHLY good of Mercy in Chicago. So If they think they're good, I think it's good too.

LOL! Do you know how much I love Fall Out Boy?!:cursing:

Lol!!! Mine too! She's really funny. =] But, everytime I go there, it's like, Dr Browne hates me or something. :l Idk if he's like that to everyone, but w/e. I haven't gotten a date yet, but hopefully he will when I go back on the 7th. I'm really scared about the surgery itself. I keep thinking I'm gunna die during it or something. =[ Were you ever scared like that?? && Congrats Danni!!!!

Yup!! ;] Did you go there?

I'm 15, and I'm getting my surgery date next month. ;D Why don't you google it? That's how I found my doctor. Mabey you can check with your mom and state if you qualify for a medical card? It covers your full precidure, including fills. My mom's a single mother, and that's how I qualified for it. We drive every month to Chicago [4 hours away including rush hour] so you can do it!! Just ask. [: -<33 Nikki :wink: