Hey there!! What kind of surgery did you have? First off, congrats to you. You did it. You had it. I know what you're going through surgery wise, however I can't imagine feeling how you feel with your husband gone. I was single when I had my gastric bypass surgery almost 11 months ago. The day of my surgery I was 362 lbs. Today I weigh 218 lbs. It will be a struggle. Fluids, protein, getting all your vitamins in- it will be a challenge but let me tell you, you can do it and it is so worth it! You just have to pull through. I did a large portion of things leading up to my surgery and some recovery time alone. I didn't feel alone though. I was learning my new body, learning new things about myself. Making new goals, and for the first time in my life following through with them! I had me. I also had support from friends and family and we are strangers but I am here for you! You got this. Keep that head held high and stay positive!!