LiciKitty

Been going crazy lately. I still weigh myself everyday (and sometimes 2-3 times a day), even though i continuously tell myself to take it down to weekly. I'm at about 45 lbs lost right now. My nutritionist says I am over goal, but I still feel like I should have lost more. And the more I lose, the more I panic about loose skin. I find myself obsessing over it, and avoid viewing myself in the mirror right now. In clothes, most of the time I am pretty happy, but out of it **cringe**. I guess it's all apart of the journey? Maybe? Trying not to beat myself up and fuss about how this is my penance for being fat and blah blah blah. Just gets difficult.

As a side note, has anyone been experiencing people being nicer to them??? O_o I have started to notice people are more likely to smile or even just acknowledge my existence. Could be in my head as I have anxiety but still.