Nope, it really isnt. just me confirmimg to myself that i did the right thing. Im doing really well post surgery, had my first post op appt. yesterday and everything went well. A little pain in one incision but thats my own fault, I over did it my first day of feeling good. Lol, i dont sit still well. Im really looking forward to this journey and deeing what life has in store for for me. How long has it been for you?