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I ran in the pouring rain this morning for the first time. It was actually not too bad except for the rain in my eyes. I am having a slight issue with my right knee, nothing serious just a twinge so I am running with a compression sleeve and following the RICE protocol. I am praying this doesn't side line me. I will be taking an extra rest day tomorrow just to be careful.
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I am looking forward to the cooler weather the Fall will bring. I say this as I am sitting here cooling down from my run. The humidity really kills me, but I hate treadmills so I will continue to endure.
This morning I found the pace that feels like you could run forever and I started going over how my life has improved since last year at this same time. I weighed in the 250's with my highest known weight 255. I wasn't weighing much then because I was disgusted with myself. I had let carbs back into my diet and my weight and blood sugars were out of control. I couldn't understand why I could go 4-6 weeks and then I would just give up. I now know why. My body was fighting me every step of the way. I kept fighting though, and found a new endocrinologist who agreed to change my thyroid medication and help get my diabetes under control. I had to wait 6 months to get an appointment with him, but it was worth it. I saw him in Nov. 2016 and he was the first doctor to suggest WLS. He put the idea in my head and I told him I would think about it. He saved my life that day by having the courage to be honest with me about my weight without judging me or making me feel like the failure I thought I was. The truth hurts sometimes, but it also motivates us, or at least it did me. I was going to be put on insulin if my A1C did not come down to below 7 on my next test in April.
Having WLS surgery gave me the metabolism reset I needed. My body is no loner fighting me every step of the way. I realized this morning that I am 74 pounds lighter than I was last summer and this is a miracle. I am on my way to being healthier, stronger, fitter, and happier in my 50's than I ever was in my 40's.
I won't go back to last year ever. I know I can't see the future and what it holds. I know my journey won't be easy and I will stumble and fall, but I am certain with all of my being that I am moving forward and never back. As long as I keep getting up I am strong.
Have a great Monday everyone!
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That's a great doc to have! I'm so glad he took the time to school you in getting healthy. There's so much about the body that I didn't know before wls. How it works against us as we try to get healthy on our own, why it's so darn hard to lose the weight, etc. My mindset has totally changed. I always thought if I could just stick with it, then I'll be okay; which I'm sure would and could happen, but the fight was just awful. Back and forth, back and forth. Indeed, the metabolism reset is what was needed for me too. I'm so glad we're getting healthier and we're learning too. I'm so happy that you're going to be much happier in your 50's as well. I heard that the 50's are awesome btw. I can surely wait to get there, but when I do, I'm sure I'll enjoy them too. LOL
You have a great Monday too!
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As I was running this morning I was thinking. I am enthusiastic and determined after having WLS to get healthy and increase my fitness. I am doing this for me and no one else. The negativity and sometimes downright stupidity that I read on here does not have to impact me at all.
So as much as I think I could help some others I am not going to enter into the craziness. I am going to stick with my status and the thread my friend and fellow sleeve sister @Newme17 started.
Running is getting easier day by day. I ran 1.5 miles today with no walk breaks. I think I am done with walking.... it feels so good to say that.
Have a great day everyone!!
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I've had to do something similar, but more with the people around me IRL. I cannot tolerate drama right now, and I have family who love to fight, stir up drama, or stew in negativity. This surgery was a major step all of us had to take, and I know we did it to fight for our health. I think that mentality may have a tendency to run over into other areas (which is a good thing).
Also, congrats on the running progress!
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