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10/5- B- couple of bites of fruit L- Pizza Hut lunch buffet D- nothing

Lots2Luv... Duh... I just realized who u were! Welcome gurl.. Lots of info out here and u make lots of new friends. Good luck to you. I will call u this weekend!

Hey there! Things I am looking forward to: Cutting up the lane bryant charge Not being the "token" big girl amongst the girls I hang out with Crossing my legs having the confidence I once had...

Congrats and welcome... My birthday is also 3/29, though I will be 32. Hopefully we'll both drop quite a few pounds by our B-Day!

I needed a place to vent... so why not here. I am scheduled to have my lapband surgery on 11-9. Should be excited, right? Wrong... I feel upset with myself. When I initially started researching the band, I knew it was for me because I am a BIG uncontrolled portion eater. Carbs all day every day. So I began my jouney... Well I think deep down inside, I thought I could still do this on my own. I can work out a lot, can be very enthusiastic. But after trying again.. I failed. failed cuz I just can control my mind to keep my mouth shut. No, instead I convice myself why I should have 8 slices of pizza and cinnamon rolls and biscuits.... URGHHHHH! I guess I am coming to the realization, that I have a true problem. Something I just cant seem to get control of. I know the band is what I need. I know that I will probably do well with it. But I just feel really crappy for letting myself down over and over again.... Okay, I'll quit my bitchin now:cry

Oppps. I guess I need to look at my journal more often... thank you kindly, MoOrLess!

Me in December (275) Me in May (247)

10/4 B- Chicken biscuit w/ ketsup, 3 oatmeal raisin cookies S- 2 more oatmaeal raisin cookies and cinnamon melts L- bowl of fruit D- 9 meatballs and two diet sunkist

B- nothing, had to fast for a Dr. Appt Brunch- corned beef sandwich and to kinda small macadamia nut cookies L- nothing S- cinnamon hot candy D-????

Trying to start back :car: riding this pony...

Sunday 30 min on treadmill 3mph and 10-15 incline 150 cruches Monday 3mi walk at the park 60 step class this evening

Sat- B- two cinnamon melts and two glasses of milk L- half a steak and cheese sandwich D- barbqueu chicken, mac and cheese, baked Beans and two long beach teas Sun- B- nothing L- Soup, cantelope, watermelon, pineapple D- cantelope, watermelon, pineapple Mon- B- sausage patty S- bag of reese pieces L- tender grill salad S- broke down and got me a cinnamon melt from McD's D- chili and side salad or baked potato

Hey there Ladies and Gents.... This is such an awesome and motivating thread... I think I will step right on in... Todays workouts.. 3.5 mile walk 45min step class- 15 min of ab work 100 crunches ab and ad ducters... 6 sets of 10 leg press- 3 sets of 10 dont remeber what its called, but u sit and pull the handles back almost like a rowing motion...anyway, did 3 sets of 10 of those. bicep curl- 3 sets of 10 chest press 3 sets of 10 Jumpstarting my new regimne...:rolleyes

B- Cinnamon Melts and a chicken biscuit L- bowl of ravioli D- fried mac and cheese, boneless wings and a piece of quesadilla from Fridays.. and two mango berry margaritas.. Damn they were good!!:confused:

9/28/06 B- Cinnamon melts and chicken biscuit L-Indian buffet D- nothing

Happy B-Day to you!!! Hope you enjoyed your lil present!

9/27/06 B- Cinanamon melts and a chicken biscuit L- Chicken paramasian w/ pasta and two pieces of garlic toast D- CiCis buffet

9/26 B- McD's cinnamon melts- additctive S- slice of lemon pound cake 2nd S- glaze doughnut L- pork rib tips mac and cheese and baked beans S- 1/4 glaze doughnut D- plate of chili and some salad

9/25/06 B- BK egg and cheese croisannt and hash browns w/ syrup (7am) S- bag of doritos and a non diet sunkist (10 am) L- Taco bell- taco pizza and meximelt sierra mist (2pm) D- Wendys double cheese burger fries and a sprite (9pm)

I see your getting banded... Congrats to you Bettina!!!:clap2: :clap2: :clap2: I think at the rate I am going, I need to put a band around my upper and lower lip.:biggrin1: But seriously, I may need to visit the doc and start scheduling some appts...

9/22 B- Big Super Delux breakfast from McD's L- Turkey buger and onion rings from Fudruckkers-also large raspberry tea D- Beef patty, cocoa bread, curry chicken and some fried plantains, diet sunkist 9/23 B- Bowl of Lucky Charms S- grilled cheese sandwhich L- Beef patty, cocoa bread, pineapple soda D- 2 jerk wings, 2 stewed wings, 2 curry wings, fried plantains, red beans and rice. 9/24 B- Golden Corral buffet L- ha... still stuffed from Breakfast D- Bowl of Apple Jacks

I know... I think my current habits are absolutly TRIFLING... But I cant seem to shake it. Thats why I decided to start reposting my meals.. Hopefully I will get disgusted enough in what I am doing to myself and be able to snap out of it... I postsed almost every day when I did well... but was ashamed to post when I didnt... which has been like 2 months now... So its time to take my body back from the food demons and start living a healthier life!!! Though... easier said than done.:faint:

Thursday B- Two orders of cinamon melts from McD's L- CiCi's--no need to say more:paranoid D- 2 Bowls of Lucky Charms and 2% milk

Hopeworks... I havent been banded... so EVERYTHING is going down.:tape: :tape:

Congrats Stocky!!! U go gurl!!!!! :)