:blush:Hi..In june of 2005, I was banded. Since then, I have endured the vomiting, the pain, and have spent thousands on top of the money i spent out of pocket to get relief and the results I so desperately wanted. After being hospitalized a month ago with acute gastritis, I have finally decided to have my band removed. I am planning on doing this in May. This will be MORE money due to the fact that my insurance wont pay a dime on this removal.
How do I deal with the feelings I'm having of feeling like a failure? I am so tired of leaving the dinner table to go throw up when all ive had is a few tablespoons of food due to the burning in my throat and stomach. Im tired of not being able to eat out..and Im tired of being SICK! The commercials for the band invade my tv all day it feels like. All the success stories are like hammers to my heart. My cousin is losing great amounts of weight with her band..and i think..what did I do wrong?
I guess i just want to say that I'm happy to have found this section of this board. I came here before the band...and after for a while when I started having problems such as PNEUMONIA the first week after surgery...ANY kind words will be appreciated...thankssssssss