carol4784

huh is this for real, my band eroded in 4/08, out 8/08, angry angry woman, self pay.....like throwing $k's out the window. attorneys won't case, i'm screwed and still fat

I had the Johnson and Johnson Realize band. Bad use of my $ as far as I'm concerned.

I don't know why it happened to me. My Dr. mumbled something about "motility in my stomach". I plan to discuss this more further with him on Tuesday when I get this gross tube out of my stomach. I did everything right, I researched, I set aside $ because I knew insurance wouldn't pay. $ that would now come in really handy while remodeling our house. My husband and family supported me. I exercised. Not lately....I haven't done any exercise for 2 weeks. Too depressed. I have had several friends who have had the RNY surgery. They are at goal. It makes me sick. Oh, and of course their insurance paid for it. This stinks so bad. I'm pretty much hating life right now. The surgery the second time around is way more painful by the way. The place where my port went is really, really sore and it'll be a week tomorrow. I especially hate this stupid drain tube. Also, did I mention I haven't had anything thicker than applesauce since last Sunday night. I don't know what more fun and games await me (diet wise)after the tube is removed. I'm sure I'll be on some kind of of restricted diet after the tube is removed. There's a freakin' hole in my stomach. Erosion sucks.

The sucky thing is that I never ate a regular diet the whole time I was losing. I was on predisone and mushy or liquid diet so much....I never even got to try to eat a piece of steak or chicken. No, I take that back, I did eat some tiny bits of chicken a couple times) I think I ate one salad....it came up. I love fruits and vegetables. I couldn't eat them because I wouldn't have room to eat them after my Protein.....which was eggs or baby food or slim fast. I had 2 pieces of pizza. Total. Small pieces. The only thing I learned was that I really wish I'd never heard of lap band. Randy is losing patience with me and tells me I need to get over this but I am so freaking angry I just can't hardly stand it. I know that I will probably need to see someone professionally to get over the anger. I am so pissed I can't stand it. My blood pressure is totally outrageoius. It was 210 over 115 the other day. I'm back on 2 extra meds. now, I have recurrent gout on my foot. Am taking prednisone coz of gout, can't take anything else because of kidney disease. I feel so trapped. I'm not looking forward to them taking out tube from stomach on Tuesday. I think I just want to go to bed and curl up.

Maybe I will get over this but right now I am so freakin' angry I can't hardly see straight. I would have been upset if I'd had the surgery if my insurance had paid but knowing that the money is gone, spent out thousands of dollars makes me physically and mentally ill. Maybe this is why some insurance companies won't pay.....because it's not a sure thing. One sure thing would have been RNY but they wouldn't have paid for that either. Ins. didn't pay for WLS period. I would have preferred that route (RNY). It's much easier. You just lose weight. There's no way around it. You don't digest the food you just "rent" it. But that costs $40K plus. I probably will have see someone professionally to get over this anger thing. Insurance probably won't pay for that either. Life is pretty such sucking right now. I have been a member of Weight Watchers at least 30 times. I have spent so much $ on myself and nothing has worked. I still have at least 50 lbs. to lose, am out lots of $ and am miserable.

How did I feel? I was banded 4/8/08. Started pb'ing early May. Father died mid May, vomting started. Thought it was upset from death in family. Couldn't keep water down. Was admitted to hospital. Took several rounds of predisone for "swelling" at band site. Then husband was in motorcyle accident, had cellulitis, two vacations were totally cancelled. Still vomiting. More predisone. More vomiting. Dr. did endoscope on 8/18, said band had to come out, had grown into stomach, makiing hole. Now I have this gross drain tube hanging out of my side with stomach juices in it. I am totally screwed with a capital "S". I am still very ANGRY, not sure if I'll ever get over this one. I am back on antidepressants. Everytime I see a commercial on TV about lapband surgery I want to throw things at the TV and curse. Did I mention that I'm angry? And broke. With 50 more lbs. to lose. I am so screwed.

banded 4/8/08, band out 8/25/08 due to erosion. Insurance won't cover WLS. Self pay, can't afford to get any other surgery. Money is lost, all gone, so depressed. Am screwed. Only lost 50 of the 100 lbs. I needed to lose. So angry. So very angry. Have cried for 2 weeks. Not sure what to do now. Feel so defeated. This was my last hope.

This is Carol from Ohio. Between father dying and husband's motorcycle accident I decided that I didn't have enough crap in my life so my band developed an erosion It was removed on Monday, 8/25. I was vomiting constantly. I am depressed, but mostly I'm angry. I have just spent over $12.5K of my own freaking $ for this thing. I wish I had never heard of lapband. I'm screwed. I have lost around 50 lbs. have 50 more to lose. Go back to Dr. on Tuesday to have drain removed from stomach. Heard it gonna hurt like he** Pain is a LOT worse second time than first. Band had worn hole in my upper stomach. Dr. office claims that I am his first of 1600 patients to have erosion (altho Dr. has removed bands with erosion placed by other doctors.). I have spent the last two weeks mostly crying. I don't know what else to do. This was my last hope. Not sure if my insurance is gonna pay for the removal...they say they will. I don't remember the last time I felt this low. I am still in shock that this did not work. Why me?

Wow, what bad luck.:thumbup: Do you have a small frig in the motel. or a cooler you can keep ice in (compliments of motel) In a pinch I have used the walmart slim fast (cheaper), i'm especially fond of vanilla. Yogurt is good, mozzarella sticks save me sometimes. Even a bit of peanut butter spread on a wheat thin (they mush up nicely) are pretty good. Eating out much be getting really old...just try to make sane choices. Good luck.

Hi everyone. One month bandiversary. Surgery date 4/8/08 (Hi Carol from Joliet). Had first fill appt. Had barium swallow. (I have the Realize band). Have optimal restriction w/o fill! I have not really been in "bandster hell" like others have been describing. Down 13 pre op, then 10 more. total of 23# gone forever. No longer take IBS meds. Have not had any diverticulitis flare ups and hemmoroids (sp.) TMI.... are quieted down. Life is good. No regrets. Next fill appt. June 5th...hope the "phantom restriction" continues. One mystery tho. went to gyno appt. yesterday a.m. bp was 120/70, GREAT, at "fill" appt. bp was 150/90 WTH??? That's a HUGE discrepancy. Anyway, got to start taking more frequent bps at home. Clothes getting baggy. :frown: Dr. Trace Curry, Cincinnati, OH self pay, surgery 4/8/08

What great news! I know you've been waiting quite a while. Dr. Trace Curry, cincinnati, OH banded 4/8/08

You know Carol....I'm not sure it was a PB or a slime....but more than saliva came up. TMI, TMI. Anyway, the whole thing shocked me...cause I have eaten cheese. Actually, sometimes for "dinner" I'll slice off 5 or 6 tiny little slices of cheddar on six whole wheat thins. So, I didn't think the cheese would hurt. Maybe I got too much of the sauce...I don't know. I haven't been brave enough to try on some of my smaller jeans....I just know that the current ones are getting really baggy. A Goodwill store JUST opened in Athens so that will be great. I bought the nicest jeans I've ever had from a GW store in Columbus. Avenue brand I think for $3. Anyway, if I lose another 5 lbs. or so I'll try those on. Sounds like you're doing great. I wonder how Cindy and Cora are doing. Talk to you later.