kimmbo

I'VE TOTALLY FAILED MYSELF IN LOSING weight... lost 110lbs total.. but since Dec 2016 I'VE put back on 45lbs... CANNOT seem to grasp my emotions.. taking care of my 74yr old MOM since Nov last year.. whom was diagnosed with stage 3 uterine cancer... depression.. anxiety disorder (since death of my younger brother 2011) I'M ALWAYS STRESSED OUT. and find myself ALWAYS STRESS EATING... crying in middle of day out of nowhere... TRYING TO GET HOLD OF EVERYTHING BUT afraid I stretched out my pouch BEYOND control..

I NEED SUPPORT.... MY WIFE WAS really helpful in my start... but after a 1yr NOT AT ALL... SHE EATS DRINKS WHATEVER SHE WANTS ON DAILY BASIS... BUYS CANDY..CAKES.. CHIP'S... ICE CREAM.. ETC.. IT'S ALWAYS IN MY HOUSE.. N SHE CONSTANTLY ASK IF I WANT SOMETHING TO SNACK OR EAT... I'VE GAINED 30BLB BACK FROM THE 100 I'VE LOST... IT'S BEEN 25 MONTHS SINCE MY JOURNEY STARTED... I'VE BEEN DEPRESSED PAST FEW MONTH'S.. MY LITTLE BROTHER PASSED AWAY RIGHT AT CHRISTMAS TIME... IT'S ALWAYS EATEN AT ME MENTALLY N EMOTIONALLY CAUSE I WAS LEFT MAKING THE DECISION TO TURN OFF THE LIFE SUPPORT... IDK.. I'M JUST LOST N DISGUSTED THAT I'M LETTING MYSELF DOWN Sent from my SM-G935P using the BariatricPal App

Agreed.. I've gained 30lbs! I'm soooo disgusted with myself... been depressed lately n noooo one to really talk to... Hollidays extremely hard time for me... my baby brother whom I was soooo close to in my life.. was sick for while.. n my family left it on me to make the decision to turn off life support... 5yrs ago n it constantly repeats in my mind on a daily basis... the guilt the wondering if I did the right thing... NEVER LESSONS but food made it dull... NOT AN EXCUSE TO EAT... 2YRS SINCE MY JOURNEY STARTED N ONLY 7OLBS OFF STILL NEED 120lbs MORE.. gonna do my best to reset my pouch... starting today.. lord help me.. I NEED TO DO THIS... Sent from my SM-G935P using the BariatricPal App

No problem.. hope all goes well Sent from my SM-G935P using the BariatricPal App

I've had 8 different surgeries for hernia repair in last 10 yrs.. had sleeve done 2yrs ago.. with a lot of scaring n mesh inside of me... my surgeon also was very skeptical.. but was very successful in doing my sleeve.. it can be done with correct experienced Dr.. Sent from my SM-G935P using the BariatricPal App