No matter how you view what you have been through it will all pass and it will be best decision you ever made! I'm almost 4 months post op and it is indeed a full lifestyle change, BUT worth every thing I went through. The first several weeks were the hardest because of the drastic change. Stay the course and realize you are merely giving up a month or two of your life to live the rest of your life like a brand new person. I have lost 127 pounds and have a new outlook on life. It is hard to believe because you THOUGHT you were just happy when big but wait until you level our and the weight starts falling off. IT IS AMAZING! This is by no means the easy way out but very hard for about a month. Keep it up you are doing great!!!! Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G890A using the BariatricPal App