Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this "mistake", or as I like to call it this instance of just being human.
You know the risks, you didn't come here for lectures you came here for support. Thank you for sharing with us and reminding us all that this journey is going to be a challenge. I agree with the other posts, check in with your surgeon, keep up the counseling and just care well for yourself. You've got this!