I just had mine on November 1st. I had all of the worry and anxiety you are having. Don't worry. It's no so bad. The procedure is not bad at all and the recovery gets easier about three days after some gas and pain (just take your prescriptions and take it easy). Just remember to breathe and walk. Those are key!
If you can't reach out to friends and family for a support system, you're definitely in the right place for advice and support.
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