hysteria

Hello, I will be 1 year on Dec 15th 2017 . My morning goes : 1 cup of Oatmeal with a bit of butter about a half hour later I will have yogurt with some type of fruit about 6 to 8 oz in total. I always have my organic coffee with dark chocolate almond milk ( Everyday maybe, twice) Today I had black bean chili ( Organic) that I made from scratch about 1 cup for lunch. about half hour later I had another 1/2 cup For dinner I made gluten free lasagna cupcake style so i will eat two each a half hour apart. I always have blue bunny ice cream about a cup with two tablespoons of peanut butter ( every night faithfully) Sometimes I eat potato chips or snack on cupcakes, but in moderation. If I go out to eat , I order normal meals and then take home, it takes about three meals to finish that one. I never say I can't have something, but I will think if it's the best choice and maybe rethink what is better. I lost 110 pounds and I'm maintaining right now at about 164 pound my goal weight lose was 175 pounds so I'm 11 pounds under. The hardest part for me is to eat, I no longer live to eat but eat to live, and the hardest part is to remember to eat because i'm hardly ever hungry.