I know exactly how you feel. Since I've started the journey of trying to get the surgery done I've been nothing but optimistic! I didn't second guess it not even once or was ever nervous. I'm currently in day 2 of my pre op liquid diet and today was the first time I ever thought twice about it. Besides the splitting headache that won't go away I work at a restaurant, which is basically torture considering I'm starving! It sucks now but I know in the end it'll all be worth it! Hang in there! You're not alone!
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