No just think you started at THREE AND 13lbs 9 monthso ago and look how far you have come child please be thankful that it's it's gone now do the work to keep it off is what I would be telling myself.If you wanna see how far you have come how about you go in the back of that closet pull out a pair of those 313lbs jeans see how they fit now on that 184lb body maybe that would help ease your mind a lil bit .This is the new you embrace it????
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