Not a very happycamper54

I do know how you are feeling. I have lost my dad and beloved father-in-law and step mom all within the last 4 years. My weight started to come back in 2014 after a car accident crushed my ankle and totally obliviated my heel. I could n't do much of anything for 12 weeks but sit on my but and watch life goo by. But I did manage to eat, not badly, but not like I should have. The with all the pain in my abscessed tooth and the pain in my ankle I was using ibuprofen for the pain and developed an ulcer in the part of my stomach no longer in use. After 6 units of blood and a week in the hospital I felt like a failure. The weight just seemed to come back on I want eating every night while in bed, not sleeping, diarrhea constantly and just feeling like crap. My highest weight was 284.5 in 1999, I had a RNY in August 1999. I came home miserable! In pain I never had feet before, wondering what I did to my self. But That all passed. I was named TOPS Queen for 2000 for the state of Michigan. Went on tour and talked to many chapters about my journey. I was truly happy for once in my life, truly happy. Things were going great, I went to college got a job I loved and the after 4.5 years was let go with no more than a thank you mam'm I was crushed. I really don't know when the weight came back. Here it is June of June2016 a di am at 207#!! I need help getting back on track. I did a pouch restart forte days but think I need to do it longer. I joined back to my TOPS weight loss group,against my better judgement. I have gained every week since I joined.but feels really good friend needs me there so I stay. I need help getting on the right track! I could use all the help you can offer. Help needed end in Michigan Sent from my iPad using the BariatricPal App