Dying of boredom w/ the food, had to be fitted w/ a CPAP, injured my knee and can't exercise. I feel like I'm at the bottom of a VERY deep hole and can't see out. After consistently losing 4 lbs a week I actually gained a pound this week. Now I'm freaked out and my natural response is to want to turn to a nice, big, fatty hamburger or pizza.
I haven't jumped off that bridge, yet, but I'm right on the edge.
Tried to go ahead and get a surgery date and they won't even talk about it until EVERYTHING is completed. And the surgeon is booked all the way through April so the soonest I can hope for is sometime around the end of May.
Please, somebody, say something encouraging and give me a pat on the head and a "there, there" and convince me I can do this. I'm already so invested financially and emotionally that I know I can't quit, but have zero enthusiasm right now.
Has anyone else hit the wall like this?