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I'm 24 and 5'5 and I'm 182lbs with a BMI of 30.0. I have always delt with my weight loss and gain it and gain much more. I join sports and have gym memberships and diet, diet pills or teas. Nothing works well. I have never been this big before and I'm scared I'll reach 200's . I am waiting for my first visit with a Bariatic surgeon and I'm really scared that I'll be dismissed. As far as I know no cormorbitiies. I can't afford self pay no matter how much I save up or work, that's beyond my reach at this point. I have Affinity Health Insurence , does anyone have any idea how this may pan out for me ? Also, what are your opinions ?