Thank you so much Pedro for posting your thoughts, I can relate so much.
I am 6 days pre op and my mind is definitely playing tricks on me as well. I feel the doubt seeping in about whether this is the right decision for me. Truth is in my heart I know it is but I'm so afraid of regretting my decision or having WLS change my life in negative ways.
I keep reminding myself that
1. This is not an impulsive decision
2. nor has it been only my idea (I'm working with a great support system who have worked/known me for many years through my weight struggles)
3. I am not the same person or in the same place as I was when I got the lap band and had so much difficulty with it
4. I'm not expecting "a miracle", "easy weight loss" or "smooth sailing" emotionally or physically, this is a life long change
5. I can reach out for support now which I could/would never do before
6. I do not need to be perfect
7. I cannot continue on at this weight and with these health consequences
8. I deserve it!
Wishing you well!