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:lol:UGH!!! I'm feeling high anxiety today. Cuz I don't know what the hell to eat. I bought this whey protein powder crap. Wonder if it would just be easier to do protein shakes and not food. But we'll have so much of that after surgery we'll probably be suicidal... ha ha. I can't afford to do this in the first place and if he gets in there and i don't get my band... $#@#* ya know?????? I'm going out with 2 of my friends from work tomorrow and they are not going to be a good influence. But I can't screw this up. That's funny you went to the cheesecake factory. I've never been there. But I made cheese cake yesterday. Never have in my life, now the damn thing is sitting in the fridge. It was good too. Guess I'll take it to work or something. I decided to drink diet soda this week for a last hurrah. Cuz I can't after. I had given it up, but thought what the heck. I'll give it up next week. Plus working nights sucks. I work mon/wed/and fri. How's that for a screwed up schedule. Then I signed up extra for thur (forgot about my appt in denver) so hopefully I can get out of that. Otherwise I'm not going to get any sleep. I also hate nights cuz I don't know when to eat. UGH!!!!!!!!! I'll probably be stalking you... just kidding, emailing a lot, cuz I'm getting more nervous/excited. I hope we can bump into each other thur, that would be awesome!!! Are you going to the dinner on tues? I'll talk to my girlfriends about it, don't know if they'll go for it or not. We'll see.:wub: