Hi Amber:
I had so many last meals planned before my surgery but I was so nervous I could not eat a thing. I was begging the nurse in waiting area to take me off the table it was all fear. Only you can figure out what you are really afraid of. This is a process that you have to be committed to. Your head has to be ready for the change you are about to make. For me it has been a wonderful change does not mean it has not been hard and challanging at times but I am so happy that I stayed on the table and went through with the banding. I was banded a month ago and I have lost 20lbs. but better than that I have not had any surgar or bread and I feel so much better. The joke in my office is that now I am the first one in every morning instead of the last. Think of what your fears are before you make any decisions. It is normal to be scared.