lmooney1

Hello, Starting at 256 lbs, I was banded 2/26/08. I have lost 48 lbs and gained back anolther 11 lbs w/i 7 wks. I slowly reverted to my old way of snacking on carbs and Snacks high in sugar. Ive only had 2 fills which was only a few cc's at a time, and there is no retriction. Im embarrassed when I bump into those that knew I had the surgery because of little diffrence in appearance. Im also too embarrassed to go and get a fill. When my doctor sees the small amount of progress since the month of May I know they'll be dissappointed. I have the desire and the mind to eat healthy and go back to the gym like I previously did -but, when I'm faced with the temptation I get weak and give in. Once I give in I feel so disgusting and guilty. Would you guys forget about what the doctor might say/think when they see the small amount of progress and get a fill OR would you guys just try to loose another 25 lbs on your own and then get filled? Once I see the ongoing progress Ill have enough strength to stay with a healthy lifestyle. Please send me feedback.:smile:

Thanks so much Misty. I appreciate the encouragement. I will "RUN" and not walk to get a fill and work on my habits in the meantime. Lori, Im in aggreement with your idea, thanks for the jumpstart information. Sharnut- Thanks fo being understanding and helping me realize how much I fought for this opportunity.

Hey Guys! I was banded on February 26th! Isopure is full of protein (40 grams). Ive been drinking it as well. It's a little thick, and I was told you can dulute it with 1/2 water, I'd rather get all of my protein and get it out the way (so I choose to drink it straight). Im so excited about the road in front of me. :thumbup:

Hello Everyone! Today is day one of my liquid diet with Optifast and I'm so excited about the surgery which is scheduled for 2/26. Although Ive been satisfied drinking the Optifast, Ive been enticed by the smell and preparation of food that i've been preparing for my Husband and children. Ive been encouraging myself not to give in. Its difficult, but Im trying to train my mind into thinking, "I don't need it!" or "You can do this!". Ive been thinking of all of the food that I have easy access to. Praying I can make it for another 13 days of just a liquid diet (11 days optifast/ last 2 days of clear liquids). Has anyone been where I am? :biggrin:

I just wanted to thank everyone for such support, I feel like I can make it! Yoou guys are Great!:biggrin2: