Hi supersize2bbw,
I'm 2 weeks post banding and had some of the same feelings you had, I went to seminars, support group meetings, & diet conferences 1 year before I made my decision (which my surgeon required before he would ever see me). I have lost 20 lbs. since my surgery.:thumbdown::w00t: You"ll be fine!!! Find a good support group and go, the members will help you and amaze you!!!
Once you make your decision and just do it you'll be so happy you did!!!!!!!!