I know you wanted more responses from experienced bandsters but I was reading through the threads and couldn't help but reply to you... I'm scheduled to be banded on May 29th:smile:. I can't wait!!!
What your feeling is very natural. Sometimes in order to adjust to a drastic changes in life we have to overcome fear, and many people handle it differently. We naturally fear the unknown. Its kinda like a first time mother with post pardom (sp). You need to remember the reason you choose to get the band in the first place. I'm sure you didn't just jump right into this, you were banded because you made this decision and believe me this is the hardest decision that I feel like I have ever made in my life. But its going to be ok. I couldn't image failing at gastric bypass after having all my organs re-assembled and lack of needed nutrition. Atleast with the band you have the option of getting it removed it you needed to..
Relax and embrace the new you. Your still human and the same person before the band, you just have a little buddy assisting in loosing weight better than any personal trainer. As mentioned in a previous post, I'm sure all of this will subside once you start eating solids. Good Luck and hang in there.......:smile2: