Thank you all for yalls input to the original post!! I'm 6 weeks away from surgery and my anxiety about food is really getting to me. I have been in this, "eat everything I can cause I can't eat it again later" phase and it's killing me mentally and physically. I get no joy out of eating (which was partially in my ideas of eating everything) and after I do, all I want is to curl up in a ball and sleep. I know this isn't a healthy choice, mentally or physically, but I can't seem to find the will power or strength to get my sh*t together. I passed up having surgery last year so my husband and I could buy a house for us and our two kids. Now this year I know I'm not giving up anything for my surgery but realistically I'm giving up my enjoyment of life. I know when I drop the weight, I'll be much better, but this is hard and I'm stuck. Any advice?
~MSHigginbotham
