I had my surgery on Nov 23 and had a "breakdown' the evening of Nov 26. Couldn't explain it - just unending tears and sadness. So I'm with you! For me, I think I'm grieving the comfort of food. No longer can I come home and use food to sooth my soul - it's a very odd grieving process, but think it's a big part of my sadness. However, each day is better than the one before and now, almost 2 weeks post-op, I'm feeling better. My energy is slowing increasing and I'm getting more used to the pureed diet. It will get better - it has to, right??!! All the best to you-