nat36

GOODLUCK!!:rolleyes2:

Good luck Mrs M but Im sure you wont need it. I have a few fears about surgery but its more like "oh my god what if they have to lift me while Im out and Im too heavy" sounds so stupid when I write it but its the kind of thing that goes thru my brain every day, Im constantly thinking will this shine the light on my weight? I cant wait to get this fat suit off once and for all and just do things without thinking about it.

Thanks Nat I will look into these natural pain killers. This is my big fear because I work with children with special needs I dont want to be feeling crappy at work. I have fallen off the wagon a couple of times but I figure once I am banded the real work starts so as long as I start again the next day Im not being too hard on myself yet. I have found it easy to drink lots of Water and less sugary stuff and I have found some new healthy recipes that my family have actually started requesting for dinner (cant be a bad thing if they benefit too)

I would also like to add my wishes for Jen. Keep us posted how she is.

What is spenda?

Does anyone know if a tummy tuck is covered by private health insurance? I am a long way from this but I would just like to know for future reference.

Maybe you should write in to this magazine and explain the real story and the challenges faced by these so called "cheaters"

dms I have decided not to tell many people because I told someone once thinking they would be on my side and happy I was taking charge and i got pretty much the same reaction, "all you have to do is stop eating and exercise blah blah blah" if only they knew the battles I have had with myself in the past. I am not yet banded (19 march) but I know its only going to be the first step and it wont all come easy. Anyone who has taken this step is a hero in my book for stepping out of the comfort zone and asking for help so they can help themselves to have a full and healthy life.

Well after waiting a year to qualify I have finally got a date for lap band surgery, March 19. Still a few months away but there is a light insight. I have struggled with my weight for about 5 years now since developed polycystic ovaries. I suddenly went from being borderline to obese it seems like overnight. I am trying to start doing the right thing but omg I am struggling. I work at a school and my husband works away so for the passed 2 weeks I have been homebound and unenthusiastic about doing anything. I eat for any reason and boredom is one of them. I struggle with portions and last night realized that I almost feel panicked if I think Iam not going to be able to eat until I am completely stuffed. I an trying to fight with my head but its not easy. I bought scales for the first time ever and as of today I am 129.2kg. I am sooooo ashamed of myself and cant wait for surgery. I need a new life not only for myself but for my kids and my husband also.

Well after waiting a year to qualify I have finally got a date for lap band surgery, March 19. Still a few months away but there is a light insight. I have struggled with my weight for about 5 years now since developed polycystic ovaries. I suddenly went from being borderline to obese it seems like overnight. I am trying to start doing the right thing but omg I am struggling. I work at a school and my husband works away so for the passed 2 weeks I have been homebound and unenthusiastic about doing anything. I eat for any reason and boredom is one of them. I struggle with portions and last night realized that I almost feel panicked if I think Iam not going to be able to eat until I am completely stuffed. I an trying to fight with my head but its not easy. I bought scales for the first time ever and as of today I am 129.2kg. I am sooooo ashamed of myself and cant wait for surgery. I need a new life not only for myself but for my kids and my husband also.

I have a dress in my cupboard that i wore to a wedding about 10 years ago, size 12!! and I felt fat all night in it, if only I was that fat now!!!! Im keeping it and my DH has said when I can get back into that I can choose to do anything I want.

Its my birthday today and I just got through a dinner that could have been laden with calories only eating turkey and salad. Believe me I picked up the pizza and then thought is worth feeling bad later? No, so I put it down. I was forced to have some of my birthday cake but for someone that could eat a whole pizza without too much difficulty I think I did well.

AND why when you go to Katies do they give you a bag with 16/26 in huge words across the bag. Do the skinny people have their size emblazoned all over the bag no!!. You might as well put a sign on your head "fat person shopping" (I think they changed the name but why cant it just be Katies like everyone else) I hear ya greeneyez I could go on all day too.

Thanks everyone it definitely gives me something to think about. Maybe I will go the full 2 weeks, I work with disabled teenagers and they can get pretty full on, I cant imagine working with no energy. Best to rest, I havnt had a sick day in 7 years so I think Im due

I would definitely plan for about $12000

Bring on the fashionable clothes!!! you are on your way I have to wait til March but I have waited this long so its really not far at all. I hate it when I do get to Perth usually for work and I have a friend with me and they are going into skinny boutiques going "this looks big why dont you try it on!!" Yeah perhaps on my toe lady!!! but I smile politely and say "oh I dont really need anything today".

Great ad and so true. You know what annoys me, why does target rarely advertise the bigger size clothes you get pages and whole catalogues dedicated to skinny people but usually just a note at the bottom to say yes fat clothes on sale to. Is it the dirty little secret that alot of women are plus size? We only have target in geraldton so I dont know about the rest.

Yay you!! I am hoping to bounce back as quick as you have. I cant wait until March it seems like forever, I am back to school in a few weeks and then the time should go faster, Im trying not to think about it but........Im sure you know. Congratulations.

Just got a reply from Dr Watson saying keep the March 4th Appointment and start optifast 2 weeks before surgery, which means I will start it about then. Looks like I will be visiting March 4th at 4.00pm maybe I will se you if you are around the same time. nat

Hi Perthchick I sent Dr Watson an Email and told him that I have thought of nothing else for the past year and he sent me a reply saying "how about March 19?". I already had an appointment for March 4th that I made with the receptionist so now I am waiting for a reply to see if I have to keep that appointment because he originally said he would do 1st consult and op in same week. My husband is also away for 2 weeks and home for 1 but luckily he will be home on the afternoon of the 19th so he can drive me home.

I dont generally pay much attention to horoscopes but I had to share this one for me that I read today in a magazine "You will change your appearance and reinvent yourself in the most striking way between now and 2010 with the first stage under way this year" woohoo thanks gods or stars or whoever Ill take all the help I can get.

Hey perthchick are you having your op March 4th or consult? I have an appointment March 4th and hopefully op March 19th. I am coming from Geraldton.

Thanks guys its great to know that there are others that fighting this like me and dont get me wrong I love my dear dear friends but in my list is a state basketball player and a marathon runner??? and most of the others are super fit and dont tend to have a problem with weight so I kinda feel a bit stupid mentioning it. I have cut out caffeine since my husband went back to work and this week I am trying to get rid of white bread. We run out of soft drink the other day and my kids have actually forgotten about it after a few days so I wont be replacing it anytime soon. Im ready to make this my year.

This website has made me do a lot of soul searching in the last 24 hours. Things like why am I waiting until March to take charge of my life. I decided today that from tonight I am going to start being responsible for what I put in my mouth and not hide behind excuses for why I eat too much. This is up to me if I dont do it nobody else can. I realize that the fight hasnt even started yet and in a few days I will probably be fighting mind and body not to fill myself with yummy warm fatty food. I feel for the first time in a long time I am in the right frame of mind (knowing that surgery is coming and will be a welcome ally in my fight helps) I CAN DO THIS !!!!:wink:. Might need some help from the courageous people on this forum, is that ok???

I am reading all of these replies and Im sure someone is in my head reading my mind. I have been trapped in this body for so long I cant remember anything else. I too am married to a beautiful man that loves me for me but I die just a little bit everytime someone says "Hes gorgeous how did you manage to get him?" I know I am a good person but I so want to feel proud of my appearance and not make lame excuses why I cant go clothes shopping with my friend because Im too ashamed of the size I am. I am due to have surgery with Dr Watson on the 19th of March and it cant come soon enough. I have only told my closest friend as I broached the subject with a family member once and got a big lecture about how all you need to do is eat less and exercise blah blah blah if it were that easy nobody would be overweight.