Don't give up! You are not destined to anything! This is a process that requires a lot of faith and a lot of gumption and a lot of - and that sucks and it's hard, it's so hard, believe me I know! But you have to trust the process and stay with it - it's pretty beautiful when you land on the other side. And you'll have done it. Just you. Pound (and sometimes ounce) by pound. As general as we want to make this, this your journey - I was so impressed and envious that you lost 35 pounds in a clip and since August, that's great progress! I lost very slowly. I stalled a lot. I got frustrated but I never gave up. So I really get it and I hear you but keep going! To date, it's been 4 years and 4 months and I have lost 110 pounds. I exercise, I eat lean proteins, I watch my sugar on my good days and I enjoy a few indulgences on the weekends. And I never lost 35 pounds like that! One day, you'll have your own story! Stay with it! Don't give up! You can do this!