JudeaJordon

Hey everyone, my name is Jude and I'm currently awaiting to get my gastric sleeve in 3 weeks and 1 day. Kind of really nervous I've been waiting for so long, I'm 22 years old and my starting weight was 174kg I was asked to go on a 6 week pre op diet consisting of only shakes,jello,moose,soup, I am in my 3rd week of the pre op diet and currently weigh 166kg. The pre op diet has been rough and brought so many hidden emotions to the surface that I covered with food, I have been cheating and I want this surgery so bad this is my last resort I need help, the thing is I know how to eat healthy I'm just to lazy and it's more my mind then my body. I can't wait I want to live again!!!!