Hi guys!
I had Gastric Bypass surgery on September 1st. I am 30 pounds down (since the start of my 2 week liquid, so 15 pounds down since surgery) being 3 weeks out, I am on "puréed/soft foods". I am really struggling now that I am fully recovered from surgery and back into the real world. I'm 19 years old, in college, and work part time. I am struggling with not just going and getting Chipotle before class or eating something where I work (Cheddars Casual Cafe, it's a restaurant). I've followed the rules pretty well up to this point (except I had Macaroni and cheese but I didn't know it wasn't allowed until my NUT told me it wasn't) but today all I could think about was Oreos after watching a girl eat some in my class. When I got home I ate 2. I feel so awful about it. I'm worried about when I go back to normal foods, being so young all my friends do is meet each other for dinner. I'm scared I'm not gonna be able to control myself or eat the right things, I just feel like I can never go out to eat again or something.
I guess I don't know why I'm posting this, just venting.