My last supper the restaurant sent me the wrong entrée I was so pissed but ate it anyway and got sick. The next day was all clear liquids and surgery the day after that.... I'm a week post op now and had an ounce of thin mashed potatoes and that was better than any of my last meals. It will be ok and I'll be able to one day taste or even eat the foods I love again just not 3 portions like I'm used to. And I won't feel guilty afterwards it's a beautiful thing