Juicee Rivera

This has been me the past 9 days, I feel like I'm falling into this deep deep depression. I can't eat, I don't feel happy and I feel this entire surgery was a mistake for me. I am angry, I feel secluded in my feelings and I just wish I could turn back the hands of time and tried really hard to lose the weight naturally without surgery. My husband is a natural toothpick , slender as is the rest of the family. I however have always been either thick , chubby and lately i was super fat. The thing is I know I can eat pureed foods in like 4 days but I feel I am losing my grip with this entire surgery. I am sad, constantly thinking of food and barely getting in my Protein. When does it start to get a little easier? I have broken down 3 times in the last week and I feel totatlly helpless. at this current moment i am regretting my surgery, hope this changes soon. I feel this post was written by me. I am so down.........all I need is for my hair to fall out and complete my agony.