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At my highest weight of 278 pounds I can say that I've finally reached a turning point. How I've got to 278 pounds is quite obvious. You've all heard it before. So I won't bore you with it.   However, I would like to touch on some of the strong holds  that  obesity has on my life. Depression, High BP, Low self esteem,  sleep apnea and Rejection by Society...just to name a few.   Of all of those strong holds, not one hurts as bad as knowing that my 19 year old  is ashamed of been seen in public with me. But that's okay. I still love him. For Greater is my reward.   I have a wonderful relationship with Jesus. He's my keeper, my all and all. I Love you Jesus!!!    I have a wonderful husband who treats me like Queen. But he's also concerned about my health.  He's been on this journey with me from the beginning.  I love you Doug!!!!   My surgery is scheduled for September 2nd.  Getting a little  scared and worried. Remember me in prayer.   Wish you all the very best!!                  Chat soon :)                                                                    Angeleyes