Soly33

Sorry totally misspelled your name.

Leonar I'm with you I totally understand where you are coming from. I too am in a fog. Scheduled for September 21st also in Mexico. I have just so many mixed emotions. You hear good stories then the dreadful ones like the one mentioned on this thread and wonder if you are making the right choice. You think to yourself maybe I could do it this time eat better exercise. Maybe I could for a while just because of fear of not even going thru with surgery but once that passes I'm sure I will go back to bad habits and start my cycle again like I have all my life. But just want you to know you will be in my prayers along with everybody taking this journey. It's just a hard situation. When I told my older son of my decision about WLS and that fact that I'm doing it in Mexico he said no mom your crazy. He tells me why can't I accept that God send me chunky style.